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Leaving was never my option. I wanted to fight but you don’t want me so I Left. Because it was the only thing I can do.
So if people actually thought that I’d never felt more better after that? they’re wrong. I’ve been miserable since then.
(Source: silencexspeaksxpain, via yang0910)
Na-sapul naman ako dito.
(Source: allenespeleta, via yang0910)
We share the same pain and the same feelings. Only I to him, Him to Her :( <\3
51813 2:27PM
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn’t be that man that I adored
You don’t seem to know, or seem to care what your heart is for
I don’t know him anymore
There’s nothin’ where he used to lie
Our conversation has run dry
That’s what’s goin’ on
Nothing’s fine
I’m torn
So I guess the fortune teller’s right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins and now
I don’t care, I have no luck
I don’t miss it all that much
There’s just so many things
That I can’t touch
I’m torn
I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late
I’m already torn.
51613 11:50PM
My mind is a freaking mess! I feel like I wanted say something or shout or whatever but there are no words. I swear I am feeling a lot of things, thinking a bit too but whatever I do I just can’t let them all out.
I wanted to release every bit of loneliness, every bit of words I want to say to you, every bit of my emotion, I wanted catharsis! But there’s just no words. All I have here is sad songs and blank pages and stares and tears running down my cheeks, sadness and over thinking, longing for information, for you and questions that needs answers.
All I have are hopes and dreams and prayers of recovery and happiness, of peace and a light heart. All I have are dreams of things that will never go my way, Hopes and Prayers of strength to seize each day that passes by and a mind that’s worry free of all things that’s possibly hurting me.
That’s all i have. It’s the only thing left.
She fell, she hurt, she felt. She lived. And for all the tumble of her experiences, she still had hope. Maybe this next time would do the trick. Or maybe not. But unless you stepped into the game, you would never know.
— Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby (via thresca)
(via quote-book)
Mahal lang naman kita e.
(Source: makemestfu, via neverforgetyew)
Nobody knows it but me.
Boy it’s been all this time
And I can’t get you off my mind
And nobody knows it but me
I stare at your photograph
Still sleep in the shirt you left
And nobody knows it but me
Everyday I wipe my tears away
So many nights I’ve prayed for you to say ….
My friends think I’m moving on
But the truth is I’m not that strong
And nobody knows it but me
And I’ve kept all the words you said
In a box underneath my bed
And nobody knows it but me
But if you’re happy I’ll get through somehow
But the truth is that I’ve been screaming out.
I should’ve been chasing you
I should’ve been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
I should’ve said all the things
That I kept inside of me
And maybe I could’ve made you believe
That what we had was all we’d ever need
